I was hurting So badly I was battling So sadly I kept on trying Was making progress I was improving Despite all this duress Until an email And I regress Made me derail Such an unpleasant mess Shattering my hope Could have gained some breathing room To lose up my rope But now it is … Continue reading Poem; Shattered Hope
I was feeling a bit better this morning despite my uncontrollable anxiety. I took all my prescribed drugs at once without going over my daily allowance. It had a little effect on the anxiety but something nonetheless. Overall I moving in the right direction until I received a letter from my lawyer. The legal proceeding … Continue reading No matter what. There is always something.
Shoudawoudacouda What the heck is that? I shouda Have listen my parents. Then what? I wouda Have not ended up this way. It’s a little late for that, I know, if I couda I do it over!
We got up early and left ahead of time as we didn’t want to miss this event. It was a first for both us, and were pretty excited about it and didn’t know what to expect. It was a good thing that we left a bit earlier as we faced two long detours as other … Continue reading Walk The Talk, May 2018
The absence of Gods love nature as it is. The absence of irrational beliefs love life as it is. The absence of rituals love nature as it is. Death is the absence of life and nothing else, love life as it is. Peace and serenity Lawrence Copyright ©
It is incredible to witness what depression can do to you. It feels like a court judgment for a crime you haven’t committed and the punishment takes effect immediately. The difference being that this sentencing increases in its intensity and pain, all of it gradually, without knowing when it will stop. I am up to … Continue reading Not able to batlle it.
What is love? I don’t know. Can you define it? I don’t know. Can you quantify it at least? I don’t know. Tell me, what do you know exactly? That I love you! Peace and serenity Lawrence Illoc copyright ©
Peace and serenity Lawrence
I have been sleeping for two days in a row now with an occasional hour or so out of bed where I manage to barely write two poems when I am used to writing one poem and regular post daily. I have to accept that there is so much I can fight; being my illness, … Continue reading Down for the count!
What were the disappointments about Or were they expectations? Did they set them together or not? If not then they’re both guilty. Expectations have to be set in unison. Not one on separate ways. They also have to be realistic. Otherwise to set yourself. For failure and deception. On something you both wanted. Communication is the … Continue reading Poem; Expectation