I am furious with myself. I don’t know what triggered it. I am angry with myself. I am angry with the life I have. I am angry about the life I had and lost. Anger takes you nowhere. I understand it, but I cannot stop it. I look in the rearview mirror. And see what … Continue reading Poem; I hate myself.
I was sure that I did get rid of a problem of mine but was forced to realize that it wasn’t the case. It is rather disturbing. It came about when I went to the airport to pick up my daughter who was coming from London. She came to help me out with the boys … Continue reading An Old Feeling Revisited.
Rage is the feeling that I have very little control over it. According to some research, bipolars are more prone to have incredibly intense rages. Mine are more or less potent depending on the situation at hand; they can range from volcanic to atomic forces. They have one thing in common is that they are … Continue reading Bipolar Rages and Atheism.
A few years ago my wife came to me and asked me to listen to a rap song (link below). My initial reaction was negative and I was quite reluctant to listen to it as I didn’t like rapping at all. But she managed to convince me and I am so thankful that she did. … Continue reading Rapping Bipolarity